There’s a song by Lynyrd Skynyrd called “Simple Man” and when I hear it, I sometimes wish I was that man.
Simple, black and white, knowing who I am.
That’s not me though. I’m a complicated man, with a complicated past. A man who spent much of his youth living in darkness only pretending to see the light of day. A part of me wishes I could turn back the clock, knowing what I know now. I could change things.
The question is, would the changes be for the best? I wouldn’t mind removing the suffering and pain, but to what end? How different would I be today? Would I be the same man? Would I have the same passion for life? Would I have the same courage?
Would I be able to love like I do?
Probably not. I am worlds apart from where I was, but never forgetting where I came from. So here I am, chasing the daylight. A complex man, with complex emotions. Loving myself unconditionally.
Written and loved on by Andy Ryan